Not With A Fizzle But With A BANG!

I feel like you like her more than me.
It doesn’t upset me I mean if you want to be with her then go. Im sick of feeling like I’m nothing to you. I love you a lot. I mean I let down my guard for you. Something I never do. I let you see the side of me no one does and you want to fuck with that? Well fuck you. I know you say you care and you say you love me and wanna be with me but your actions show something totally different. Something I don’t like. I hate that girl you talk to. That botch makes my skin crawl and it’s not cause I’m jealous cause I’m not. She Obviously like you. Ughh fuck everything right now.

Ugh, my girlfriend really hurt my feelings today, lol. Like, every since I was little I’ve Always felt different & I don’t understand things like everybody else. I get frustrated when I don’t understand. Like why does everyone get it but me? Why am I this way? Why is it so hard for me? My parents don’t think I’m smart, I’m a disappointment to most of my family. They make me feel soo fucking stupid and today she called me dumb. They say words don’t hurt, but they lied. Words hurt sooo fucking much.